Saturday, August 2, 2014
Aunt Bibby... For some reason, kids (I still consider myself a child at 17) get this mindset that everyone is gonna live forever, and death isn't even an option.. until reality hits. It's crazy to think just a couple weeks ago I was on the phone with you talking about college and work and all that good stuff, and now you're gone. What I would do to give you another big bear hug, or plant flowers with you in your front yard, or grow and pick cherry tomatoes out at the cottage. It's still all so surreal to me, and I don't wanna believe it. The way your face lit up and how hard you squeezed my hand when I first saw you in the hospital after that tragic mess meant the world to me. I know all of this hasn't hit me as hard as it's going to, but trust me Aunt Bibby I'm being strong for everyone I promise, just like you'd want. I love you so so so so much, and I know I'll see you again someday. Say hi to Vinnie for me. 3 I love you.
